wow dave. you actually made me wanna write in my xanga. xP lol
although no one realli uses this anymore >_<

anywayz<3

yeahh I noticed that most of my past xanga entires...
were about my saturdays<3
wow Juilliard used to be my life

but not anymore =/ so saddd T_T
miss it so muchhh

my life... now is like school and church<3
im glad I started going to yg.
lots of stuff happened over a very short period of time. but i dont realli regret anythingg
things happen in life and I realli dont have control over anything... lol like what pj said todai lol.

went to dave's house for gooyukyaebae yoooo
lol played wii a bit. had daves cookiess.. madd goood
I had like 10000000 cookiess... lol xP
andd yeahh dinnerrrr and like yeahh lol it was funnnnnnnnnn

i still got lots of hw to do
i always wanna do some and get em over with like on fridays/saturdays
so I dont have much on sunday but that never happens.. well I kinda did that
But past 2 weeks.. nopee lol watever =.=

soo tiredd.
1st marking periods almost over. shitt im screwed >_<

I think im gonna start writing in here again...

lol coming back to xanga in junior yr??? bad idea
but im gonna be just writing random stuff
about how I feel and all thattt

not about my day or watnot
but sometimes I miss you soo much
I dont know what to do...
so I write stuff
and im gonna do that here<3

I love you so mucchhh
and people say this all the time when they're in a new "relationship"
but Ive never ever felt this way before...
all the "relationships" i had in the past never really worked out
and you can't realli call them "relationships" because...
they were just mere experimentation of a stupid lil childish crushhh

not saying that im in a "mature adult relationship"
But I can realli call this my very first relationship everrr
and I love you soooo ffreaking much you dont even knowww

Wow... I havent written an entry in like million years...

this xanga... I used to write in here every day...
It use to hold all the memories...
this used to be my life...
a place where I wrote my life...

my life... has changed a lot...
in a good way? bad way? idk

ive lost and gained lots of things
but i wanna be optimistic...
i'll just think about the things that i've gained...

like... you? <3

thanking God for everything <33